blacksummers01

crying trying 2 forget bleeding on the floor evreyone dosent know im gone laughing and careing on with out me in the world now in in heaven happy as can be cuse the death angel took me from thee not sad or lonley at all now im a angle flying there the sky looking at the people that  didnt care that i cryed or died

It's like no one takes you seriously, so you aren't sure if you're worth being taken seriously. You hate yourself and you think you're crazy and you hate yourself because you think you're crazy. You believe no one likes you. Or at least they wouldn't if they knew you. You're soul is rotted to the core and everything happens while you sit back and watch. You can't take back control of yourself. Your sanity is gone. Only sane people have friends. Everyone will taunt you and hate you and have so much disrespect for you if they knew. And you hate yourself for it. You can't stand yourself. You feel so unworthy of any love. All love you receive is

The knife is smiling. Grinning at me. But I know what its hiding. It wants to be free. To devour my blood To devour my flesh One cut, blood spills All hot and fresh. The drugs in the cabinet. They call to be consumed. I cant fight it. Passing away at day from school. The rope is a friendly creature. Made from straw, hanging loose. Rough but gentle features With my neck in its tight noose